Hopeless
Alone
Voiceless
Lonely
Unheard
Empty
Take your pick....this is where I'm at right now. I have completely and totally relapsed....there is no denying it now....the best I can try to do is hide it until I find a safe place....
My head is in overdrive....Nothing I ate today stayed down....I'm swimming in a nauseous panic....I have lost control.....
I have to eat OTC sleeping meds. like candy just to get to sleep, but they make my worst fears come to life in my head. Sleep is no refuge....I have no refuge....
Work again tomorrow....the show begins all over again....pretty smile, painted face, perfect coiffure....
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"Do not assume that he who seeks to comfort you now, lives untroubled among the simple and quiet words that sometimes do you good. His life may also have much sadness and difficulty, that remains far beyond yours. Were it otherwise, he would never have been able to find these words." ---Rainer Maria Rilke
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- phonemail2125
- Just another 20-somthing roaming cluelessly through life trying to find meaning.
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